Today has been another wonderful day; it was gorgeous outside all day. I went to school this morning even though I had no classes. I was to be spending the morning with my former girlfriend (or girlfriend or whatever). I arrived at school and waited for her outside the library. She arrived looking absolutely adorable as usual. My heart skipped a beat (or two) when she approached. It usually does, I mean with as beautiful as she is seriously how could my heart not. We proceeded up to the top floor of the library where they have study rooms. We…
Today was a much better day than yesterday; it started off with an absolutely beautiful sunrise. The sky was a beautiful color of blue, the kind you see in movies with usually some help. The air was crisp from the night air. I woke up at about 4:00 am and I couldn’t for the life of me get back to sleep. I tossed and turned until a little before 6:00 am which is when I was supposed to be getting up. I had a lot on my mind from the previous day. I was trying not to think about my…
So the decision has been made, she chose her family. I can’t really blame her, although I wouldn’t have done the same thing (if you knew my family you would understand why). Unfortunately that doesn’t mean that it doesn’t hurt any less. It is certainly a valid reason, but at the same time my heart still breaks. I still wonder though, what if? I suppose that is the natural thing to wonder after a break up like this. If we had been together longer or if the split was less than amiable then there would be no wondering, there would…
I pose the question, have you ever been in love? What is it like? How do you know it is love? How do you know that the person you love, you will want to spend the rest of your life with? These are just thoughts I am having and I am going out of my mind with worry, with doubt, with anticipation. The woman I love is amazing; she is sweet, kind, attentive, and affectionate. She embodies all the great qualities that a truly great person would have. Oh how I ache for her, I am literally nauseous over the…
Well there certainly has been a lot that has happened in the past few days; one of the most important things that have happened is that I decided to change my major. My new major is going to be English Literature with either a Minor in Linguistics or in Italian Studies. I decided that despite my desire/dream to become a physician that some dreams are best left being dreams. I realized that life is something that is worth being lived. Becoming a physician although profitable and worthwhile doesn’t have to define who I am. The truth of the matter is…
With a heavy heart I begin this blog; this morning began fairly bad and got worse. I awoke early and got ready to go. I was to be meeting up with my girlfriend and finally getting to spend some time with her. I was very excited to finally see her after a while of not being able to. We met by her house so that she wouldn’t have a long drive. The bus that took me there was 20 minutes late which was frustrating to say the least. On top of that some moron decided that it would be okay…
So this week has been a little frustrating, I have been so unmotivated to do any studying. I know I should but honestly I would rather be doing anything else but study. My girlfriend and I haven’t been able to see each other at all this week which is heart wrenching at times. I have been working on getting a few things taken care of this week that I wouldn’t otherwise have the time to do. I scanned into my computer some of my old pictures so I would have them available to me online and in a fashion that…
So overall this week has been both good and bad, first of all I am really struggling in my classes (although this isn’t new). I have a “C” in my Chemistry Lecture class, a “C” in Biology, an “F” in Calculus, and an “A” in Chemistry Lab. I have a C average over all right now. This past week was difficult as I failed my Calculus test, and got a “C” on my Chemistry test. After tomorrow I am hoping the medication that I am anticipating receiving will help me get my mind straight soon enough to circumvent the negative…
I know I have reduced my writings to once a week, mainly for time sake but also for interest sake. I find that there aren’t enough interesting things to write about if I write more than once a week. Besides it isn’t as though many people are reading this (I know I keep saying that but honestly it is true). I would love to have a following of people that are actually interested in my life but alas, there is only so much excitement that a college student can give. It isn’t as though I am out partying and having…
So this has been another interesting week. Life is going very well, I truly couldn’t ask for more. I mean of course there are areas that could use some improvement as there always is and always will be but the overall state of my life is positive and getting more so each day. You know in just a matter of weeks my life has changed immensely, where there was once sorrow and sadness there is joy. Where there was once loneliness and despair there is friendship. Where there was once pain and agony there is healing. What I am trying…
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