So I really don’t know where to begin, this week has been fairly interesting. Not interesting in the great sense but just interesting in the varied week sense. I am confused yet confident with how this week has gone. Life is complicated, it always is but sometimes it is worse than others. Right now it is one of those times where it is significantly more complicated yet in some ways simpler as well. Since having dropped my Calculus class it has relieved quite a bit of burden from me but at the same time my drive to complete my classes has almost evaporated as well. Although I find my classes interesting still, it is seemingly more difficult to want to not only go to class but to also remember the details that my professors require of me.
My girlfriend and I are having troubles, not with each other mind you but her family. I decided to give her some breathing room and see what she wants when I am not influencing her. I of course want her to choose me but at the same time I want her to be happy. I have already discussed her family so I will leave that alone. I find though, that I am continuing to fall in love with her more and more every day. I mean if there has ever been someone that I think can go the distance with it would definitely be her. I am terrified that she is going to choose her family over me (again). I have said all that I can say and done all that I can do. It is now her choice. It is now only in the hands of hope on my part.
I was supposed to go to a party tonight the first one in I can’t tell you how long. It isn’t like I am a big partier or anything so it would have been nice to have gotten out tonight. But the person that was suppose to give me a ride had to work tonight and although she was suppose to get off at 9:00 pm, she still hasn’t called and I can only guess that she is still working and unable to call me and let me know. Without her ride I can’t go, I really hate not having a vehicle sometimes. This is one of those times. I got all dressed up and now I have nowhere to go. She just called me and wanted to pick me up and go, the only problem is by the time we actually got there the party would almost be over. I am tired and about to go to bed.
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